Well....Hi there everybody.....oh man I feel like I'm in trouble. Well, as I should. Welp, time for some esplainin.

First off, I have moved to Ukiah CA. I'm gonna be up here until the next year comes around as part of the California Conservation Corps. They plant trees, do Salmon restoration, and many other things that make California beautiful. It's a cool program that will land me a 4k scholarship, so it's all good for me in that aspect ^_^. However, I've already been missing my hometown with all my good friends like crazy, so I've been trying to plan a trip back down there for like, three days or something.

In terms of a personal life, I dated Gigi. You know, from Harvey Birdman: Attorney at Law. Yeah, I was somebody's bitch/yesman for 4 1/2 weeks bfore I finally realized just what kind of person she was. So when I did realize it, I ran hard and fast. I'll tell ya, it was kind of a wake up call too. One that told me that quick relationships mean that something's wrong in the equation of love there. Time should be taken to get to know someone, and one shouldn't just get into a relationship because it's been a long time. I'm just happy I got out of it before I became brainwashed, cause I've been able to meet some cool people up here, and I didn't hang out with any of them much cause I was always at her beck and call.

As far as my story I promised, it will be coming in story form. I tried my very best to draw and edit it in Photoshop, only to end in annoyance and anger. And since I can't seem to find an artist to help me with it, I'm just sticking to what I know how to do; Write and Type. It's acutally coming along pretty well, since I've got one of the teachers up here helping me with it. She's been proofreading and making suggestions for my writing, so it WILL be up soon. There's gonna be no if's, and's, or but's this time. I need to do this because I promised so, and so that I can get my story out to others too.

Other than those things, everything in life is pretty mellow. To all my friends reading this, I miss you guys. To those that I know online, leave a comment! I'd love to see whose still watching and who still remembers me, and hell, have a chat here and there. I'm on a computer more often, so I'll be checking deviantart everyday.

Peace My Good Folks
BMAP

Alright, so it's happened. This page of mine has actually gotten 4000 views (4107 right now). As lazy as I'd love to be with this, I've decided to actually do something with these views, and use them as fuel for my story. Up in the scraps is a slight sorta preview of whats to come. However, whilst drawing the first story opening, I learned something neat. I need an actual artist if I want to make this work.

Sure I could just write everything down, but I want the story to be expanded on a greater level. Alas, my hands were not made for drawing, but for writing and Kingdom Hearts playing. So if anyone would like to help me out, Fantastic. If not (this will most likely happen) then I shall simply do my best. Like I said, I just want to get my story out there, even if it can't be in great art.

Alright you people listen up. You see that thing above the journal? You know, the thing that tells myself and others how many page views I got? And you know how every time this page comes up, that view increases? Well...STOP IT!! Stop looking at those ya hear? You're making me feel bad that I haven't posted anything for you wonderful people! I feel like it's been forever since I've posted something on here. (actually it has been forever but that's not the point!)

On a more pleasant note, a friend of mine got me photoshop recently, so if i take any pictures of my drawings like last time, then I'll be able to go ahead and try to digi them. Udder dan dat.....hmmmm...Oh yeah, I gotta job at a bar over here. I ain't making drinks, just cleanin dishes, but it's fun, and most of the people are nice enough to me. Also, I may be progressing in a another area of my life, for those of you who know what i'm talking about, I just need to build up more courage and I should be fine. Then again, I'm not good at building things....

Anywho, so yeah, still alive. Going to school for the summa, and I'm actually leaning towards a goal now. I'm thinking about becoming a teacher for Elementary school, but first I gotta get this college stuff outta the way. It's one of the few things that I'm actually sure about right now, so encouragement is appreciated. So yeah, peace out, and....stop looking at my page.

BMAP

If you're patient, then comment. ^^

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a SKETCH for a single character, free.
However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal.
If you've already done 10 free sketches (in a single page), put the link of the journal's entry in your comment... You'll still qualify.

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I'd figure I'd be willing to do this since someone I watch does some good drawings, and I wanted to see her do one of mine. That means an update for me. I don't suspect anyone will want their character done by someone like me, but hey, it'sa crazy world. So, feel free to comment if you want me to draw your character. If not, then I'm off to eat some ramen. If so, then I might be getting some ramen stains on the drawing.

Man, I never expected this......
got me good....
The rules are:

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Alright, here goes nothin....

1. I enjoy pineapple on my pizza.

2. I think that Jimmy didn't really crack corn, otherwise someone would care!!!

3. I almost died laughing last night because of my roommates wonderful impressions.

4. I can do the wave with my bella!

5. I haven't been online for awhile....

6. I'm easily distrac.....look over there!!

7. I'm running out of ideas.....

8. I prefer weasels over fox's

I shall now tag!!!!


Wow man, as I said above, I haven't been on too much. But as soon as I ad truly come back, I noticed the little number on my page that said 2004 on it. That's right, the pageviews. So, I figure since people were kind enough to look, I will actually do a drawing, based on my surprise to the pageviews....this should be good eh?

Anywho, I say hello to everyone and anyone, and an apology once again for not being so active, and/or creative. I've been doing a lot of work, and little thinking on my part. To those of you who might be waiting to call me, my number is the same as before. Other than that, expect an update soon ^_^